No matter how much you prepare, making a fortune requires some “life”.
Written by: Tiger
After thinking for a long time, I decided to record it. At this stage, pain, doubts about yourself, annoyance and a feeling of being wronged by your efforts. Make it more as a record, not as a replay. The resumption may require more rationality.
First of all, I want to declare that I am not a perpetual blogger, nor do I have an invincible amount of funds. The loss of 2M has been accumulated over the years. I have scraped it out one hair at a time and stepped on one hot spot. It is also a relatively large retreat since I entered the circle.
1. Contracts on Hype
In 18 years of contract creation, I lost more than 2000 Ethereum and 100 big cakes. That painful experience made me secretly decide to never touch contracts except hedging when trading.
At the end of the year, Hyperliquid was booming. I opened at 5wu and made 10wu. I decided that Hype, as one of the few innovations in this round, would continue to eat into Cex’s share, so I decided to place a heavy position in Hype at a high position in the more than 20s.
Since Hype itself is a contract platform, it runs counter to the rule I gave myself not to touch contracts, and I wanted to experience more of the Hype platform functions, so I decided to add an unlimited margin with triple leverage. In the end, a margin of 1M was placed on the contract platform, which also paved the way for huge losses later.
When the “Never Contract” flag was set in 2018, I would never have imagined that I would tear up my oath in Hyperliquid in 2025.
The sweet start of 50 changes to 100,000 yuan, the crazy decision of heavy position of US$20, the fatal operation of 1M margin with triple leverage… Behind these numbers is a devil’s whisper: “This time it’s really different.”
2. AI agent
That’s right, I missed the surge in AI agents. And took over at a high position.
In fact, there was no heavy position, but as described above, with 1M in the Hype contract, I chose to use 20w to chase some leveraged positions of the AI agent. Compared with Hype’s position, I think it is much smaller, but it still underestimates the power of leverage.
The final high point took over Virtual and AI 6Z. The initial decline actually didn’t feel much. After all, the market popularity and narrative were good situations. However, the subsequent encounter with Trump’s market bloodsucking and Deepseek’s attack on the U.S. stock AI sector made the entire currency circle lose faith. I abandoned the car halfway and lost more than 80wu with less than 20w margin.
While chasing the AI agent with 200,000 knives, I made a mistake that an old cannon shouldn’t make: I used the lever as a magnifying glass, but forgot that it was even more a boring mirror. When Deepseek raided U.S. stocks, my position collapsed in distortion, and $800,000 evaporated faster than bad news spread.
After a lapse of seven years, he once again stumbled on the contract.
3. Meme
I realized the importance of meme this round very early, so I have been building my own weapon toolbox, various on-chain surveillance and quick purchase of smart money. In the end, the situation did not achieve the imagined result, and all the efforts seemed very ridiculous.
Let’s just talk about a few big nodes:
1)Pnut
Pnut’s continuous attention and heavy position allowed me to earn as much as 1M from him. But it was also starting with Pnut that due to the rapid realization of profits, my operations became more aggressive and my risk appetite became higher. In the past, the share of investment in shanzhai would not have been so large.
It can be said that Pnut’s success has a great factor in this round of total withdrawal.
“1M profit is sugar-coated arsenic, which makes you forget the common sense that altcoins should be light.”
2)Trump
We make various tools on the chain, surveillance, big V smart money speak. Nothing can stop me from sleeping at 3 a.m. in the European time zone!
Based on my aggressive investment style at that time, 90% of the addresses monitored received big results, and it should be no problem to earn 10 meters by digging in a few hundred k.
While I am in Europe, I happen to be the one who watches the game for 20 hours and misses Trump in bed. With my investment style and a lot of homemade monitoring programs at the time, I really could say that I missed a life opportunity.
In addition to getting up the next day and being annoyed, I happened to encounter one of the most important moments in real life, when the child was welcomed in the delivery room.
It rained overnight. When the delivery room was busy, I saw Trump’s wife issuing coins in the toilet, which caused trump’s flash failure. Since the inauguration ceremony had not yet arrived, trump’s flash failure of 40% made me think it was an opportunity to enter the market. I immediately sold many copycats in my notes, and then bought 40wu around 50 yuan.
Then welcome the newborn, and I didn’t have much time to think about and operate my leveraged AI agent tokens and high-priced Trump tokens for 2-3 days.
Heavy losses.
When a child cried for the first time and hit the Trump token flash 40%, for the first time in his life, he understood what it means to be “killed by fate.”
3) President of Argentina
The major pullback after Trump has already annoyed me. From missing 100 million yuan in theory to losing money at the shanzhai, I made up my mind to admit the loss and leave. Wait until you have calmed down your mood and state before making plans.
However, it was just a coincidence that I saw the issuance of coins by the Argentine President immediately.
This time I was awake and entered within 10 minutes of the opening. This is the moment of my life, I told myself.
There was not enough in my wallet. It took me 10 minutes to withdraw coins from cex. After several additional positions, I bought 20wu, with an average price of 3 yuan.
After buying it, I also called my good brothers in European time zone, American time zone and China time zone. (Joker)
While swiping the news, he confirmed the authenticity of the coin issuance. Although I think that Trump’s price is only 20b left and there will be no excess returns here, I am still obsessed with the “early” entry this time.
The profit quickly reached 50%. I pressed the button to sell 75%, thinking about recouping the capital, but found that there was a 10% transaction tax. After I confirmed it repeatedly, the price had begun to decline.
There were too few opportunities left for us in the selling window. When it fell to 2 yuan, I saw the news that dev was sold unilaterally and in the pool. But I hate losses, and think that as long as the president’s coin issue is not a fake event, there will always be a rebound, and there will be fewer losses after the rebound is shipped.
Everyone knew about the subsequent decline and the rug incident, and I eventually lost 80%. I was tired and put on the quilt and went to bed at 5 a.m.. If I didn’t go to bed, I would die suddenly.
The $200,000 bet on Argentina’s presidential token became the most expensive alarm clock. It taught me that the sun at 5 a.m. never illuminates the mess of rug pull
written in the end
“All ‘wealth codes’ are secretly marked with time zones and you are always in the wrong one.”
No matter how much you prepare, making a fortune requires some “life”.
This is not a copy, just a record of a broken me.
Encourage myself. I have successfully made the right decision many times, made millions of daily active web2 products, and accumulated a matrix of tens of millions of fans from zero. I have experienced major retractions several times, but I have stood up.
This time, I believe I can too. Tougher wings can grow in the ruins.
Strange friends, if possible, leave a message to cheer me up and help you accumulate your character. Our opportunity has not yet arrived, but it is on the way.
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